Developing Truth™: LAMENTATION vs. LIMITATION

 

Developing Truth™: LAMENTATION vs. LIMITATION

I am trying to process the last five, maybe six years of my life through the lenses I have developed from the last months of this year.

It's as though I went to sleep, woke up, and God said, “You are no longer who you used to be.”

In the celestial, cosmological ions of my molecular physiology, it makes much sense because these last six months stripped me of any spaces I still held onto to be bigoted, biased, pious, and confounded—to a space where my complete survival is depicted by the way I navigate the darkness, by sounds of my prayers to God echoing as guiding light.

While I fight chemistry affixed between my humanity and my divinity, I realize my humanity is fully human and needs more discipline to strip itself of old habits that could be damaging to the emergence of my newest level of divinity.

This is not a simple battle of wits.

It is a full-on war of might against will, fully empowered and employed by embedded pedagogy and muscle memory.

While in my divinity, I will fight seamlessly against anything in my humanity that dares buck against God's gift of this newest lens in my divinity.

My humanity knows subterfuge—or yields to subterfuge—against poor choices and habits that, in carnal perspective, have nothing to do with my divinity.

However, the mental malady is that the carnal lays second base, at best, when it comes to the reality that this battle of humanity and divinity, in my humanness, is a tandem fight.